okay. ini menarik.

tadi borak-borak dengan satu captain.
chup. but before that, every orang kaya di Indonesia akan ada telescope kat rumah ke?

he has got a telescope kat rumah! tengok bintang-bintang tiap-tiap malam!! isn't it cool?!
and dia ada dslr jugakk!!!!!!
cool gila! really! nak telescope jugaaakkkk!! he bought it for US$2800 all in. tapi for sure ada yang nak kena upgrade from time to time la sikit kannn...but still, cool okay! it's telescope tengok bintang dowww!!!!!

and harini..
azam semakin berkobar-kobar nak kurus! aihh..
the starting point belum jumpa lagi! ahahhh~

and nak boyfriend juga!

and berazam juga untuk tidak melengahkan post! :) ahahaha~

another today...

hmm i went to low yat and sungei wang.
bought my sister a psp.
ok. that part done. and i'm done with her birthday gift! adoyai. terus istihar muflis!
d**n!!!

and i want Nintendo DS pleaaaassseeeee :) hahahaha~
please please please.....

and today, i decided to join squash lesson :) nak exercise. cewah.. ahha~
my sister lose 5kg in a month! d**n!!!!! she's now weigh only 55kg! and intend to lose another 5kg! omg can you imagine how skinny is she going to look like? sekarang ni, baju sume loose mcm baju pinjam! seriously! omg! omg! i need to lose weight. padanla bila pegi shopping baju, she'll look for smaller size. rupanya, kalau pakai L/M, sumpah mcam baju pinjam from mak-mak yang selalunya berbadan tak berapa kecil. omg! kurus gila! i should have taken her new photo laa... will do will do. before she goes back to malacca.

aih. camne nih?!

since wannie has started her gym, then i'll have to do something. harap-harap ni bukan sekadar anganan hari cuti. ahahh~

ohh...one more..

terlupa nak post on tupai-tupai dinner...
erm..
tengok kat facebook je laa... :)
not in the mood.hihi~

hari ini pula..

went out with my school friends..

sri amanian - OU
had Carls Jr for brunch and Moleten LAVA for dessert.

integomb - midvalley
watched Inkheart, had dinner at SweetChat.

and harini ini, a bad day considered. hurgh. bought a perfume.
tapi, nak perfume lain.. from someone else..

countdown to valentines : 17 days to valentine
current need : a date for valentine

ahhaaahh.... nak boyfriend bagi perfume britney spears :) EDP Midnight Fantasy
aww~kan best kalau dapat!

hey there!

i'm home :)
back home again. from a trip to medan! :)
sangat bahagiaaaaa!!!!!
berjalan-jalan and makan sakan!!!!!!
awww~mahu lagi!!
wannie, i'll come back!

*ohh and i'll be posting the photos soon :) or not too soon :) depends on masa yang ada...

*and mode: masih mahu cinta (tak desperate okay!!just mahu)

continued....

1st january 2009!!
we woke up in the morning with these sort of faces :) it was a sleepover! :) but there wasn't any party.hahaha.

event no.6
new year's breakfast @ old town sunway
our very first breakfast of the year
event no. 7
lunch @ alamanda putrajaya
all 7 + hafizul = 8 of us
we had our lunch and karaoke session! :) weeeee~
so, also first karaoke of the year!!!!
event no. 8
dinner @ bora asmara, penchala
the place is really nice :)
very romantic
with siti, wannie. mira, nana and nana's boyfriend

:)

and finally i have the courage of posting the photos..
extended delayed photos of my "keriangan" musim cuti sekolah wannie.
and wannie will be back to medan tomorrow.
and i'll be away, to medan too!!! :)

event no. 1
dinner @ satay kajang hj samuri
30th December 2008 ( i know it has been some times)
satay sponsored my helmi :) alltogether were 6 of us, includes mira, amir, tiqah, helmi and afiq.
it was a pleasant dinner. makan sampai nak pecah perut. ahah.
event no.2
dinner @ muara ikan bakar, klang
31st December 2008
yeay! we managed to find out way there! no one remembers how to get there! but we did not get sesat all over! hehe. yeay!!!
only me, mira, wannie and siti managed to come along. the others went missing. nana was working that new year's eve.
event no.3
dessert @ starbucks pantai bangsar
nana's workplace :)
we were there for quite a while, waiting for nana to end her duty :)
afiq and amir joined us here.
camwhoring and borak-borak bergelak ketawa :)
event no.4
2009 countdown @ bukit jalil
it was at the hill top. so, we hadto climb up! berpeluh la jugaaakkk!!!
quite cool.watching fireworks around KL and PJ! :)
all 7 of us! :)
afiq's idea. but then the fireworks were quite far. so, next year's countdown should be somewhere closer to the fireworks :)

event no.5
new year supper @ erm, somewhere near the hill top.
aahhh.. but then, i think it's still bukit jalil.
and it's at some kedai mamak. also can't recall
all 7 also :)

ouch!

someone told me that i've gained weight!
omg omg omg!!!!!!
what should i do now?
erm. new year's resolution?
okay. no resolution for this year. it's just a continuity of unsolved 2008 resolution!
but then, gaining weight isn't any in the list!
ouch!
help me!!!!!!!!
no wonder takde orang nak buat gf!
ahah.
*feeling sh*t right now!

ahah.

we had a chat. me & wannie.
she told me,
kalau nak bercinta, means kena tahan sakit.
and she also told me,
i will not be able to bare with the pain.

setelah mendengar penjelasan dan cerita-cerita cinta,
i really feel,
i will not be able to bare with it.
i know.
because i hate pain.
i won't tolerate with any kinds of pain that hurt me.
i know.
so, i decided,
i'm not going to fall in love for the time being.
or,
if i fall in love,
i'll makesure it won't hurt.
it won't be as deep as my love for myself!
i know!

thanks wannie.
i know you're telling me the truth.

ohhh...

i had a chat with mira earlier.
mira had been indulging a lot!
a lot means a lot!
mira mira.. saya juga mahu!!
ohh i hope one day.
the days will come,
where we don't need to think of anything else,
other than have what we want,
eat what we like,
live life the fullest,
and i really hope,
the days will come...

let us hold hands,
and pray together ;)
and mira, jangan lari jauh. i'll make sure you'll lead! :)

yeay!

tidur ku lena. mimpi ku indah.
tiada lagi mamat aneh mengacau.
harap ia untuk selamanya!

saya hanya mahu cinta sejati.
bukan orang aneh.

a reminder

ohh. i need to remind myself. :)
just a reminder to post photos for:
1. satay kajang event
2. new year's eve
3. bora asmara

ohh..just hope that the laziness doesn't stuck in me :)

*oh. i need love. a true love.

nak senyum senang hati

oleh itu, i'll be posting good things from today onwards.
it triggers me.. my brother said, "tu la you haritu cakap takde orang nak, bila ada yang datang mesti you cakap diorang psycho la apa". so, does that means that i have some problems going on? i don't think so. it's just people who likes me, are normally psycho. mengarut. why why why, normal people doesn't likes me? is it because i'm not so normal? aihhh....

saya memang sangat impikan kisah cinta dan rangga. tapi, bukanlah yang macam ni. starting pun dah macam nak bunuh diri je rasa! ahhhhh.

k. now.. i've misses a lot of things.
i did not post some colourful photos for quite some times. i'll start posting again.. but, gimme some times yeah :)

will do it soon. or else, check out my facebook :)

hari ini lagi...

after 22nd hrs past the day.. akhirnya... malam ini, aku bakal tidur dengan tenang, i guess :)
tiada lagi bunyi ringtone pagi-pagi apabila ada mamat psycho call ke apa.. :) happy happy happy! i'm waaaayyyy happy for this. speechless!

tapi, after so much effort i put in :) i did called a friend, or so called a brother to help me. i hope he has done nothing about this. or maybe ada buat sikit-sikit like menggertak :) tapi tak lebih dari itu. if it's more than that, i'm clueless. the kid is messing with the wrong person! haha. nasib kau lah labu kalau tadi petang balik class kau dah kena belasah dengan kayu hoki ke ape.. aku tak peduli! sama sekali aku tak peduli!!! as long as no more text messages and missed calls from you kid! hahahahahahahaha (nak gelak sepuas hati)

*tapi esok masih ada.. :( but we'll see!! :)

so, mlm ni, dengan tenang, saya bole mendengar dengan aman juga... and now, i'm enjoying Kerispatih.. ahhh indaaaaahhhhh :)

birthday wishes

i know he's not reading this.

tapi, nak wish jugak.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY HAZIM!
my cousin.
he's in Bristol.
doing financial engineering.
best wishes to you for the coming years ahead.
and hope you'll be happy always..

*cheers*

hmm.hari baru.

tetapi ini kisah semalam. hari yang dah berlalu..

at first, i thought that i'm not going to write any negative thoughts in here. but then, i just can't help it. too much. and i can't handle it!

the guy below.. i hope he stop all the nonsence he created by tomorrow. i told him that i don't feel comfortable and i totally hate whatever he's doing.

imagine, when i switch on my cellphone, i've got like 10-20 text messages, which is very rare and never happened. but, i felt like killing him! can you imagine how the feeling was? it's not like "ohh aku suka orang text aku". this is totally out! not a single thought of loving the person sending me such text messages!haih..and all of it were just i miss you i miss you i miss you!

aaaaaaarrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh~~!!!!!!!

GOD, help me!

i hope, i managed to turn him off. he called me, and i hope it's settled. or else, i'll need someone to pretend to be my boyfriend. or meet him someday to show him my boyfriend!

i don't need a boyfriend like that!

aaaaaaahhhhhh..
life's not as simple as what we thought! i knew it! and it's not gonna be easy though.

erghhh.again!

again it happened. again i've no idea who. but this person a lil bit better. he told me his' name. tapi tetap psycho! damn! apakah kehidupan? and again..aku mahu kamu pergi. kenapa lepas sorang, ada sorang lagi?

urghh.. am i living in denial ke hape?
psycho!
he did sent me his' photo. ok. he is so-so. tak masuk category huduh cap jalanan.
but please please please. psycho!
how on earth you dont know me, tapi nak mengayat like you've known me for so long?

1. he gave me his' photo (i've no idea it's his' photo or amik gamba ntah sape on earth)
2. he sounds like my bf yang nak marah kalau blk lambat! damn! it was 9pm, and i was having my dinner with my dearlings!-my dad pun tak sibuk-sibuk tahu!
3. he did mengayat jiwang. ohh hany, i like your voice, so sweet! beb! lupakah aku pergi kelas vokal setiap hari bekerja?! and my voice, i admit, macam suara katak lepas hujan! kau takyah nak mengayat cam casanova or romeo drama!
4. called me, and paksa reply his' sms! gila weh. if anyone would have heard his' voice, it's irritating tau. ayat yang lebih kurang, but not exactly:
He : kenapa tak reply msg? lama sangat setengah jam tunggu
Me: (padahal tgh layan facebook) orang nak tido ah. tadi turun bawah jap.
He : balas laa..(dengan suara mengada)
Me: (dlm hati:woi suka hati aku la weh)hm.orang nak tido.jangan paksa2..

and the conversation keeps on and on, the same thing, until i said, k la, bye. and hung up!

"i dah mula ske kat u"
damn! psycho psycho psycho!!!

omg! wujud dowh manusia aneh macam ni.
and i keep on saying that i don't know him.
and he went : hmm..nama kita serasi

damn! i'm hating it weh! hating it! i'm not that desperate. well, he's 20 and i'm 21 going to 22.

memang i'm searching.tapi bukan type macam ni. arrrgghhh. ni paksaan beb. blom jadik gf dah rasa stress.jap lagi jadik gf kau sehari, terus mati kerimasaaaannnnnnnn!!!!!!

ohh tuhan.tolonglah aku!i know i'm not a good to YOU, but please handle this one... because i'm not able to handle it anymore!!!!!

ohh GOD! i need YOUR help!!!

11 januari

hmm..
11 januari..
remember the song?
ahahh..someone remind me of the song. and.. tak sangka kau ingat dan kau tau lagu tu!

hahahah..
2008..
setakat ni penuh bermakna.
belum ada hari yang sia-sia.

dah makan-makan..dinner i mean, with my dearlings, at Bora Asmara, Sg Penchala...
dah tengok movie...
shopping je belum! :)

and as days goes on... holiday trips are coming closer! yeay!

hey world! i'll see you in a while!!!

the beginning..

happy new year...
after 8 days...
so far...
i've achieved nothing practically..
haha. i know. it's still too early...

the holiday plans for this year:
1. medan-january
2. bandung-march
3. bali-may
4. jakarta-july

but then.. only medan is now confirmed! :)
we'll see.... how it goes. i've bought all the tickets!! and am super duper excited about these!

i really love when it comes to holiday trips!!! :)

i dream to see the world!
and now i'm taking a step at a time..
hope it'll goes well...

hello world! :)

hello 2009!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

welcome 2009! welcome...welcome...
the door is wide open!! :)

hoping the best for 2009, every day and as days and year goes on...

all the best!!!

forget the past, and build new one!!
walk away and heal the pain...
smile for all the good ones...

welcome 2009!!!