2008,i cherish you!

it's time to say goodbye 2008!
farewell 2008!!!

i guess this will be my last post this year...
cherish the goods and the bads of the year...

selamat tinggal 2008...
selamat tinggal kenangan...

i admit, i'll miss the year! the whole year, which made me grew up.. a lot! and now i'm now more mature.. the year which tought me a lot! and the most tough year for me... the most compared to other years...

erm.. the earlier resolution...
jangan fikirkan.. i think, 1 pun tak terlaksana.. so, carry forward next year laaa :) heeee~

thank you 2008 :) you served me a lot!!!

movies...

movie marathon!!!!

17th dec:
1. transporter 3
2. wild child

18th dec:
1. baverly hills chihuahua
2. yes man

coolness~~~
:) :)
i'm sooo happy!!!!

perasaan.

been a bit moody lately..
everything seems to be uncontrolled..
need a break..
life's upside down!

need help.
ohh anyone, where can we get books on horoscope, majoring in relationship?
ahah. thinking of reading my luck for next year! :)

erm~

i need love!

and when it's gone..

i can't remember i've posted this or not, but it came again...

poeple normally don't appreciate what they have... bila dapat something, selalu nak lebih... tak pernah puas dan selalu nak puaskan hati sendiri.

i've been thinking. and i thought it's me, but then, so many things came accross.. it's not only me. i know. it's everyone. it is in each human being.

and now i've learnt...
if the're any request from anyone, i'll try my best to fullfill it.
if the're any wish from anyone, i'll try my best to make it happen..
because, when they're gone, no matter how hard we try to fullfill it, it won't make them happy anymore.
when they're gone, the tears won't stop. the regret won't go away.. we won't be able to see them anymore..we won't be able to smile and laugh with them anymore....

i always thought..
how does a person who always and keeps on hurting people feels when they get to know the person they hurt is no longer alive?
and how does a person who are very hot tempered handle when someone they always pour the anger dies...
will they regret? will they feel guilty for the rest of their life?

hmm..
and now i thought,
i will always try to make people happy.
takan sakitkan hati orang sebolehnya..
no more lying to anyone anymore...
i won't b doing any nonsence anymore...
more good deeds to be done,
i'll live my life to the fullest,
so that i won't regret in the end....

and here,
to everone;
saya memohon ampun dan maaf zahir dan batin....i'm sorry for all my wrongdoings...
i'm afraid if i've no time to seek forgivenness from everyone i knew...

have a good day :)

adikku turns 19!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIMY!!!
happy 19th birthday!!!

you're getting older my lil sister :)
sorry i bought nothing. and you know, being your big sister, i'm always not that sensitive on this things.. no cakes, no birthday cards.. how i wish to become more sensitive on this issue.. tapi.. it's just not me. keep on forgetting. i wanted to buy you some precious things. something that you'll keep. tapi tatau la kan. i'm not sure about the ipod thingy since daddy macam tak suke. too bad. you'll have to choose something else i guess.. anything for you. tapi dah puas hati kan you get to shop for almost RM200? and the Bangkok Trip? ahah. i dont know what else to give..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my DEAR LITTLE SISTER :) :) :)
have a good one!

with love;
Akak