puisi Rangga

Aku lari ke hutan, kemudian menyanyiku
Aku lari ke pantai, kemudian teriakku
Sepi… Sepi dan sendiri aku benci.
Aku ingin bingar. Aku mau di pasar.

Bosan aku dengan penat,
dan enyah saja kau, pekat!

Seperti berjelaga jika aku sendiri
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh

Ahh.. ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya?
Biar terderah,
atau… aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?

Sepi… Sepi dan sendiri aku benci.
Aku ingin bingar. Aku mau di pasar.

Bosan aku dengan penat,
dan enyah saja kau, pekat!

it reminds me of...

how much it hurts.
how you said it.
i can still remember how pain it was.
no matter how or what i do,
i know that i hated you so much.

thanks for all you have done,
it hurts so much that i will never forgive you.
i'm not playing any game,
but i know i'm winning,
for losing someone like you.
just like you.

i wish there will be no more you in my life.
for all i have done,
you spit it all out,
telling the whole world,
how great you are,
and how awful others could be.

thanks.
for that, i thank god for showing me the truth.

;)

i have a whishlist.
places where i really want to visit.
hopefully soon. with my beloved one.

1. Paris, France (i've been there. but i want more. as honeymoon perhaps)
2. Amsterdam, Netherlands
3. Agra, India
4. Hawaii, USA
5. Bali, Indonesia
6. Sipadan, Malaysia

and more to come
to be continued.

aktiviti masa lapang

antara idea-idea aktiviti selepas quitting gym:

1. squash

2. swimming

3. wallclimbing

4. horseriding

lagi? hmm takde idea dah..

februari 2011

mission:

1. 50mm lens.

2. sewing class.

3. more sewing ;)

it's 2011!!!

happy new year!

:)

resolutions resolutions resolutions.

as usual :)

what about mine for this year?

hmm. yet to think.

but for sure, in the must haves list:

1. lose weight

2. lose weight

3. lose weight

:) pretty simple. been there for ages, but never succeed. we'll see if this year will be one successful-weight losing-year.