movies...

movie marathon!!!!

17th dec:
1. transporter 3
2. wild child

18th dec:
1. baverly hills chihuahua
2. yes man

coolness~~~
:) :)
i'm sooo happy!!!!

perasaan.

been a bit moody lately..
everything seems to be uncontrolled..
need a break..
life's upside down!

need help.
ohh anyone, where can we get books on horoscope, majoring in relationship?
ahah. thinking of reading my luck for next year! :)

erm~

i need love!

and when it's gone..

i can't remember i've posted this or not, but it came again...

poeple normally don't appreciate what they have... bila dapat something, selalu nak lebih... tak pernah puas dan selalu nak puaskan hati sendiri.

i've been thinking. and i thought it's me, but then, so many things came accross.. it's not only me. i know. it's everyone. it is in each human being.

and now i've learnt...
if the're any request from anyone, i'll try my best to fullfill it.
if the're any wish from anyone, i'll try my best to make it happen..
because, when they're gone, no matter how hard we try to fullfill it, it won't make them happy anymore.
when they're gone, the tears won't stop. the regret won't go away.. we won't be able to see them anymore..we won't be able to smile and laugh with them anymore....

i always thought..
how does a person who always and keeps on hurting people feels when they get to know the person they hurt is no longer alive?
and how does a person who are very hot tempered handle when someone they always pour the anger dies...
will they regret? will they feel guilty for the rest of their life?

hmm..
and now i thought,
i will always try to make people happy.
takan sakitkan hati orang sebolehnya..
no more lying to anyone anymore...
i won't b doing any nonsence anymore...
more good deeds to be done,
i'll live my life to the fullest,
so that i won't regret in the end....

and here,
to everone;
saya memohon ampun dan maaf zahir dan batin....i'm sorry for all my wrongdoings...
i'm afraid if i've no time to seek forgivenness from everyone i knew...

have a good day :)

adikku turns 19!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIMY!!!
happy 19th birthday!!!

you're getting older my lil sister :)
sorry i bought nothing. and you know, being your big sister, i'm always not that sensitive on this things.. no cakes, no birthday cards.. how i wish to become more sensitive on this issue.. tapi.. it's just not me. keep on forgetting. i wanted to buy you some precious things. something that you'll keep. tapi tatau la kan. i'm not sure about the ipod thingy since daddy macam tak suke. too bad. you'll have to choose something else i guess.. anything for you. tapi dah puas hati kan you get to shop for almost RM200? and the Bangkok Trip? ahah. i dont know what else to give..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my DEAR LITTLE SISTER :) :) :)
have a good one!

with love;
Akak

before the end of november...

i watched Twilight tadi!!! :)
sangat best! sangat best!
i can say, november movies are all great!

first was Selamat Pagi Cinta, and today, Twilight.. ++ the hero sangat handsome!! since Harry Potter! aduyai... melting... Robert Pattinson.... and heroin pun sangat cantik :) :) Kristen Stewart.

i like the storyline! boleh tak nak boyfriend, a vampire jugak?!?!?! :) and yang handsome :) heee~

and another thing, today, macam happy, except the bad news about my friend laa....

i watched Nona on TV3... wedding ceremony Bunga & Ashraf Sinclair.
ohh sangat sweet :) :) the wedding gown pun sangat cantik!!!

lidah terkelu..

the post below:
i'm sorry to the person. aahh nasib kau la labu. sape suruh buat macam tu kann.. and ++ i can't understand you! cakap bahasa yang sangat asing. ok ok. same language, different style. wahah~

and today...
i really need to express kekeluan lidah...
i got a news. dead shocking news.
a friend of mine, passed away. a friend back in flying school.
although we were not close, and i'm sure he hardly remembers me, tapi, nak jugak post kat blog..
it was because of an accident. according to his' friend, kat ampang. he was riding on a bike, and hit by a car...

Ezaar,
May Allah bless your soul and body...
rest in peace...

Al-Faatihah...

*normally, this feeling wouldn't be here whenever i heard any of this. tapi this time, i was shaking,shivering whole body. tatau apesal.. insaf..insaf.. huhu~

okay. i'm pissed now!

this another guy. i dont know who. keep on calling me few times. i'm pissed now. bila orang tanye sape, taknak ckp. when i asked so many times, he said like "ariz" or "arif" bla bla bla bla. ah tak kenal. i can't remember the person. taktau la sape. and i asked, ariz/arif yang mana? he said ala ariz/arif la. kepala hotak dia! ingat manusia mcm dia sorang je ke nama tu?! then i asked, yg mane satu?? then he hung up! GILA! mamat ni memang sangat bodoh. if you happen to read my blog, biar kau tau yang kau memang bodoh. weh, do u think i have time to play a fool?! nak prank call or what ever. let me display the number. kalau anyone happen to know who this person is, please please please let me know. it wouldn't be any problem if he doesn't know me. but the problem now, he knows my name! my full name!

019-994 2203

please please please help me!!!

i dont care who you are la brader. tapi kalau menyusahkan orang, i won't tolerate. you never know how tempered i am. nasib baik i don't know u in reality. kalau tak, memang dah kena simbah air panas atas kepala kau!

kalau nak kenal, buat cara nak kenal. takyah nak buat macam budak-budak. come on la weh. ni bukan zaman 10 tahun dulu, time orang baru nak dapat handphone. time aku nak menggatal carik bf ke hape. time pantang ade orang msg, sure nak reply even duit dah takde nak beli credit! heh. takde manner langsung. walau kau anak menteri ke, sultan ke..i don't care! u want to know me, or keep in touch with me, tapi kedekut. tanye orang ade credit ke tak. memang tak ah weh. do u think i'm gonna spend my money on someone i barely know who?!

ohh and if anyone who reads this has any way to find for the owner of this number, do let me know please....

sometimes...

sometimes, it doesn't work how we want it to work. it doesn't happened how we want it to happen.
it's not fair to judge life as unfair.. things happens... world will move on, never have time to wait. never ever. that make us live with it. and the saying; live life to the fullest. it'll never turn back time.. we can't turn back time.. we'll always wait for the time.. and it s proven, time never wait for us.

just let it be.. let it be.. sometimes, correcting will never make it better. it'll sometimes make it worse. and worst ever.. sometimes.. HE creates things for us to learn, and not to make the same mistake if it's a mistake... but sometimes, it's not a mistake. it's just HIS' will.

sometimes, helping just won't help...
stand on your own. never look back. sometimes, what good about the past, will not necessary be good for the future.. that's why, we walk forward and never backward.. the journey along the path is never the same yesterday and today.. never compare.. never thought of it.. sometimes it's just a lucky day.. but the other day we never know...

tolong pergi!!!

life has to go on no matter what.
so, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!

that's a good advice. a good quote.

tapi kan. this someone really pissed me off! kalau makan cili, dia yang terasa pedas. and i really, really wanted you to feel it. rasa la pedas sampai kepala otak kau! aku suka!! aku suka!!! this particular person. you're a kid. your language is just like a kid. remember i'm a working adult? bukan nak berlagak. tapi memang rimas. rimas. shoot! stop that kind of language! and i don't even intend to get a bf who acts like you! that is not sweet. that is called "macam budak-budak". that kind of language and sms typing was back when i'm in high school. you're a kid! mane ade orang sekarang buat macam tu! F**K off! i'm hating you! tolong pergi.

*if you're reading this blog and you know this is for yu, please please please go away. come back once you're grown up! huuurgh~or it's better if you go away and never comes back!