agak susah.

to adapt people's life into our's.
to make it our's.
and it's just to difficult to make it real,
when we know the fact that it's impossible.
to fullfill everyone's wish.
it's too difficult.
i'm afraid i can't make it.
i'm afraid to admit the fact that i'll hurt them.
or worst thing, i'll hurt myself.

i just don't want to be hurt anymore. i mean, anymore! at all.
never again.