done! yeay :)

thank GOD i've passed my base checks today! yeay yeay! i'm valid for the next 6 months!!!

Alhamdulillah...

hari raya ke 18

it's ash's turn! makan time!!! :)

date: 18th oct 2008
place : ash's

i managed to take few photos only :) let's have a look.
only me and mira managed to attend. all others were super duper busy with final exams just around the corner.

ohh no! i feel like i've been taking very few photos lately. i know why. saya malu untuk meminta izin untuk mengambil gambar. silly right?! especially when it comes to human! so, that's it! padan muka! haiyoih. sedih betul. i need and really need to take good photographs. any good compact camera anyone? any suggestion? ohh. i need to change my camera to a brand new one, to be able to get a better photo. chewah. well well, i know i'm not a good photographer, but my intention is to capture good photograph. i'm learning, but from what i see, i'm not improving. *sigh* macam mana ni? hoping to improve soon la kann..hopefully i'll improve :) :)

12th day of raya

Ayat-ayat cinta by Rossa

Desir pasir di padang tandus
Segersang pemikiran hati
Terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit

Bila keyakinanku datang
Kasih bukan sekadar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Ku pertaruhkan

reff:
Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cintaku padamu
Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud

Bila keyakinanku datang
Kasih bukan sekedar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Ku pertaruhkan

repeat reff

Ketika ku bersujud

mode : jiwang. i know.

i'm in this jiwang mode for the past 2 days after watching Ayat-ayat Cinta on TV3. yeah, thanks TV3. then, i've been watching this movie on my laptop berulang kali, macam orang gila. syahdu syahdan is the mode also! haha.

each song that i like has it's own history or memories that reminds me of something. like matahariku and terima kasih cinta. ouch! sorry to malaysian composers :) but i still love some of malaysian malays songs. jangan risau. hihi~

k k. the topic is this. i realize that love is everything. like in this movie, a girl, sampai sakit, nak mati. just because of love! kenapa cinta boleh buat orang sakit smpai nak mati? love towards human being. and it's opposite sex. what can i say is.. hebatnya cinta.

and i come to realize how it srike myself last time. i never thought it's so much difficult, it's so much pain when we lose someone we love so much. imagine laa.. kalau orang boleh sampai sakit nak mati. mati. it's death. and luckily the guy realize. like my case, nasib baiklaa hati tu tabah. kalau tak, agaknye dah mati jugak kot.

i also read a novel before. the guy terseksa jugak. sampai kena pergi treatment abroad. but dah jodoh, at last kawen jugak. it takes years to recover, at last terjumpa balik the girl.

i know. there's no explaination. and can't be explained. but i always like to question. it's silly i know. i wish there's answer. kenapa cinta macam tu? kenapa cinta kejam? kenapa orang tetap nak mengejar cinta?

11th day of raya..

it's siti's open house! :)
makan sedap.. ade soto, rendang, nasi goreng, satay.. tapi lupe nak amik gamba makanan.. aih..
so, no photos of foods been served.. :(

it's okay. at least i still have photos of us :)





and again,
Selamat Hari Raya everyone!! :)

5th day..

it's already 5th of syawal :)

i've been in JB for the first 3 days of raya. awesome i should say! of course! :) spending my days with lovely family members. normal routine during raya.. aww.. which i'm not sure weather i'll have next year to celebrate together with them. what i missed this year was the raya preparation. i think that's the saddest part. i didn't get to make anything from raw. i managed to just came and eat :) and enjoy the dishes.

erm.. normal hari raya menu at my granny's place in JB. laksa johor on the 1st syawal. and also rendang by tok bak. then 2nd day we had soto :) and extra special, with dragonfruit juice made by my cousin brother. hero! he made the shake for the whole bunch!

yeah. what i can say is just i'm thankful! i'm happy! happy happy! :)

i'm hoping for more next year. let's pray for me to get offdays again years after :) haha. i know it's impossible, but that's what i want! please Lord! help me! i want more 1st raya! i want to be in JB to celebrate!

a family potrait, but it's incomplete.

di pagi syawal :)

laksa johor

cousins & granny

a hero making dragonfruit shake :)
it's very rare isn't it?

more cousins :)