game over!

the game is over baby!
the battle is done!
you never win!
and i never lose!
my part, i'm done.
if you wish to continue, find someone else!
that's cool to know you.
and best to know your truth.
thanks!

*girls, jangan bagitau orang. benda ni memalukan diri. dan kalau terjadi pada saya, saya akan menyorok dalam gua selama 100tahun.

selamat tinggal cinta!

proud!

semua orang ada cita-cita tersendiri.
and Kak Mimi,
congratulations.
i am proud of you.
semua buku-buku tu!!!

eh bangga tau, saya kawan seorang pemuisi.
heee~

ni untuk awak.

awak,
saya rindu sangat kat awak.
sangat.
sangat.
amat.
tapi awak mesti takkan faham berapa banyak rindu
yang terpaksa saya tanggung.
saya harap saya akan dapat bersabar.

***
saya bagi ni kat awak:

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if its me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

****
saya nak bagi ni kat awak jugak:

So kiss me and smile for me,
tell me that you'll wait for me,
hold me like you'll never let me go.

There's so many times I've let you down,
so many times I've played around,
I tell you now they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go I'll think of you,
every song I sing I'll sing for you..

***
awak faham tak apa yang saya cuba sampaikan?
saya cuma nak awak faham.
kalau boleh, fahamkan....

raya!

hello semua..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!

hows raya so far?
mine was okay.
but..
i'm suffering from fever, flu an caugh.
so, no taste for rendang, ketupat, laksa johor and all..

but overall,
the gathering was great.
enjoy!
happy holidays!!

how nice..

if i can get a place called home..
i want mine.
on my own.

sometimes..
it doesn't go as what we planned.
and sometimes..
we have to decide
things that we don't like
things that we don't actually want it to happen
and sometimes..
it's painful to decide..
but we really have to.

ISF,
i have to let you go.
but you know, i love you..

cant ask for more

as life goes on...

i'll never forget this feeling.
how much i am in love,
loving and being loved.
eventhough it's not a normal kind of relationship,
i thank god,
for letting me feel
this wonderful feeling...
after so long i've been waiting for it.
and now i pray to god,
please let it be a normal one,
and i want it to be mine forever...
for eternity...

and now i confess;
letting everyone know,
ISF, i love you.

emptiness.

i asked for it, and i got it.
thanks.