a dull post.

no updates for so long. since nothing happened lately. i have no idea what to post on. but i love reading blogs. others' blogs. kecewa if people i like doesn't post anything for quite some times.. yeah. and of course i know they're busy. busy. busy. it seems that only i have time for all these nonsence. haha.

actually this post. i realise during chatting on ym with izwan. ah EG Gambino. wawa~ he said i have nothing to do other than online. yeah. such a dull life. i can feel it. but what else should i be doing? i have no idea what am i suppose to do. what i know is go online. watch any drama, youtube, read blogs, blogging. check out others' friendster and facebook. have a look at updates on flickr sometimes. that's it! ohh hidupku yang bosan. sumpah bosan!

i flew with one capt. a family guy type. he keep on talking and telling stories about his family, his wife and children. sounds interesting. seronok dengar cerita macamtu. then out of sudden, i really feel that i need a bf. gile hape?! where to find? ingat senang ke nak carik?! it takes lots of hassle. malas. malas. malas. and it reminds me while chatting jugak, someone told me that it's not an easy job. and we'll have to get to know each other. nak kenal-kenal balik. ohh i think that's the hardest part. lagi susah if suddenly the feeling hilang. then kena breakup balik. then find another one. ohh my! susah gile okay!
so, how now?
nak ajak orang keluar selalu, people don't have time for me. they need time for some other things, for someone else.
*sigh*

i need help!

movie~

erm. this month. and it's june.
movies so far:
1. superhero movie x 1 (4th june)
2. kung fu panda x 2 (6th june & 18th june)
3. get smart x 1 (26th june)
4. made of honour x 1 (27th june)

hmmm.... banyak ni. i'm not a movie freak. paling banyak for a month was 2 movies. but this time, it's more! haha~ and hoping for more to come. but it's towards the end of the month!

we'll see...

a thursday...

it's meet ups time again! but this time it's for a reason.
it's because of rahmat's kenduri, made it happened!
before rahmat's we meet up at Tesco Ampang. me, wannie, mira, nana, azu was there. ash came a bit later since she had class earlier. then she drove from shah alam to ampang :)
i should say this one lebih meriah. more people joining.

then we head to rahmat's house. yeah. the photos with the guys is rahmat's house. in ampang.
of course it's a happy moment! got to meet up others. the guys and iqa. ohh rasa macam pelik iqa was there. haha. i can still remember her friendster comment regarding last year's gathering. well, i can remember things you know!

then we head back to Tesco Ampang. again. to watch mira :) mira is working over there. makan macam-macam. sedap-sedap semuanya! hihi~ we had "fine dining" with dessert. cake! lame sangat tak makan cake. and i was craving for it. tapi takan nak makan cake sorang-sorang kan :)

one more happy day not to forget!

photos at secret recipe@tesco ampang, place where mira throwing her sweat to work :) and we were served by mira!!!

some of our photos at rahmat's place :) where we had good foods :)

photos of us at Kluang Station while waiting for ash to arrive from Shah Alam, before getting to rahmat's place:

whole day out!

i've declared that JUNE is the happiest month of this year.
and it really is!
after quite some times.. :)
finally everyone is up for a day out. it was today!
i've been out for the whole day! fetching wannie at home at around 10.

then, next stop is times square. after soo long not seing them.. well, few weeks back we did. during fahrol's sister's wedding. but i wasn't really there. and today is one official one. and i really had fun! :) love it!!!!

the meet up was at 12. there was me, wannie, mira and nana. and while waiting tiqah for her lunch break, we bought movie ticket. and this was my 2nd time watching Kung Fu Panda. :) ash and siti couldn't make it. *sigh* again. never complete. :(

well, it's okay. we really did had fun!

had our lunch at gasoline. the foods was fine. nothing much to complain. but just the real foods doesn't match the photos on the menu card! agak bengong la.. the waiter doesn't understand what we're trying to say. that made me pissed off for a while. nasib baik the environment was nice. cozy.. macam zaman batu. coolness :) i like.. then duduk bersila atas alas bantal. :) cool~macam gi kedai makanan jepun pulak :)

movie was after lunch. then we head to nana's place. her sister gave birth to a cute little baby boy. he's sooo small... comellll!!!!! :) i cant remember his name. but nama belakang ade Darwish. comel comel :)

then Old Town White Coffee :) makan smpai kenyang nak pecah perut! haha~then balik. lots of catching ups had been done. thanks to the girls :)

june june june

so far, after 17th day of the month..
i feel this month is the MOST RELAXING month!!! :)
and it's JUNE!! :)

haha~entah kenapa. so far, less stress. maybe i just completed line training. few meet ups. movies on the list. hah. i love this month! :)

i'm happier day to day. bahagia je rasa. i've no idea why.

and also this time falling again. jatuh gedebuk di lantai parquet ku.. haha~ for someone. no name mentioned!

wannie... is back! and has met her izzat :) she's living happily now. well, she had been happy this while but she's happier now i guess :) she has found her guy. so now, i'm waiting for her invitation je. :) nasi minyak to come.. sooooOOooonn!!!

stucked*

i woke up this morning with a weird feeling.
*sigh*sigh*sigh*

this weird feeling. it's been a year. exactly 1 year. the memories has fades away. and the feeling has now changed. haha~ ohhh yaa.. pagi-pagi bangun dengan perasaan jiwang~ ahahah~ i have no idea why. why? why? why?

at this point of time, i declare that.. i NEED someone to be beside me! not that i want. but i neeeeeedddd!!! really need someone! hurgh~ *sigh*

ohh..today.. hari yang bosan. bosan. bosan.

a year ago.
i felt sad. nothing else can challenge.
i can't smile. i can't talk. i don't know how to face it.
i felt empty.
i felt alone.
i felt thrown away.
i felt like no one appreciates me.
i can't stop crying.
i just can't do anything else at all.
i thought i can't stand that challenge god treat me.
i've been hoping and singing this song, by avril.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

and he's really gone and never comes back. never. never.
he left me questioning.
he left me alone.
he never explain.
it's obvious that he left and he was so happy at that moment.
i never wanted to remember him anymore.

after a year.
i'm now recovered.
i live a happy life.
i just need someone to replace him.
i hope Allah hears this and give me a precious one.. the best one..
i'm praying hard to get the best one.

ohh gadisku~

wannie is coming back sooooooooonnnnnnnn!!! very very soooonnnnnnn!! yeay. everyone will wake up when she comes back. there will be meet ups, hang outs, shopping.. all.. everything..

well, i think the problem is i don't have that much friends as the others.. that's the reason i keep on complaining that i'm bored. hua hua hua~pity me..

ohh actually i wanted to say something here. propose some suggestions.. since i've read mira's blog on petua kuruskan badan... haha~so, here it goes...

1. lets do something such as hang out at places which provides bicycle, so that everyone gets to cycle.. and at the same time can get fit! :)

2. lets go swimming.. anyone who knows how to swim must help each other. then we'll have a small competition among us :) oh there's a swimming pool near ash's place which is open for ladies only on friday afternoon :)

3. i've heard of this volunteering task at zoo negara. bole main-main dengan creatures kat zoo :) it'll be fun! i'm sure...

so,what else can we do??! yang menyihatkan badan.. takdela lepak saje2 je :) or maybe go cycling then shopping or shoping then swimming/cycling.. tak kira laaa whatever.. but we must make it as healthy as possible. ohh the coach must be mira. :) because mira yang paling sihat at the moment! :)

bored bored bored at home!

i'm bored! eh. i think now i'll have to start thinking to ask people out! haha~ boring laaaaaaa~ nothing to do at home.. everyone's still sleeping at this time.. uhhh~ sangat bosan.. online.. people's blog seems nothing updated.. means everyone's busy.. hurgh~

oh.actually i've been thinking about this thing for quite sometimes. dearlings... lets have our own blog nak tak? only us can view and only us can post! i'm missing you girls more than ever this time. you girls put on updates about yourself so that everyone will keep updated.. hmm.. i feel like i've been away and seperated too far from you all... or updates about anything.. anyone... place for us to share.. :) is it okay? include updates on everything. everything means everything. including college, assignment, stress, love, quotes... sume laaaa :) nak tak? everyone seems to be soo busy.. no time to hang up.. no time to meet.. ohh no time, no time....

haha you know i'm bored.. posting post yang macam "takde idea lain dah ke?!"