and when it's gone..

i can't remember i've posted this or not, but it came again...

poeple normally don't appreciate what they have... bila dapat something, selalu nak lebih... tak pernah puas dan selalu nak puaskan hati sendiri.

i've been thinking. and i thought it's me, but then, so many things came accross.. it's not only me. i know. it's everyone. it is in each human being.

and now i've learnt...
if the're any request from anyone, i'll try my best to fullfill it.
if the're any wish from anyone, i'll try my best to make it happen..
because, when they're gone, no matter how hard we try to fullfill it, it won't make them happy anymore.
when they're gone, the tears won't stop. the regret won't go away.. we won't be able to see them anymore..we won't be able to smile and laugh with them anymore....

i always thought..
how does a person who always and keeps on hurting people feels when they get to know the person they hurt is no longer alive?
and how does a person who are very hot tempered handle when someone they always pour the anger dies...
will they regret? will they feel guilty for the rest of their life?

hmm..
and now i thought,
i will always try to make people happy.
takan sakitkan hati orang sebolehnya..
no more lying to anyone anymore...
i won't b doing any nonsence anymore...
more good deeds to be done,
i'll live my life to the fullest,
so that i won't regret in the end....

and here,
to everone;
saya memohon ampun dan maaf zahir dan batin....i'm sorry for all my wrongdoings...
i'm afraid if i've no time to seek forgivenness from everyone i knew...

have a good day :)