bosan & penat.

kenapa ada lelaki yang suka bercakap membanggakan diri sendiri?
suka bagitau yang dia hero?
kenapa?
apa yang perlu dibanggakan sangat?
kalau kau hero, tentulah orang lain akan sebarkan yang kau hero.
tak perlu kau sendiri yang buat!
sebab tu bukan ciri-ciri hero langsung!
huh.

and wahai perempuan sekalian.
kalau andaikata korang ni isteri-isteri orang
atau yang bakal jadi isteri,
tolong la. tolong jaga laki kau.
jangan esok lusa nak tuduh orang jadi perampas.
sebab sebenarnya, kau sendiri yang tak pandai jaga laki.
yang sebenarnya kau rasa dah cukup,
ketahuilah sebenarnya tu semua tak cukup.

oh Lord, i need you courage to say it out loud.
i really need that.

going crazy

2010 will be a year full of achievements! i promise that.

1. no more offdays staying at home macam si badak air berendam
2. gotta do something memorable and somethings to be proud of.
*even spending whole day in sewing class pun takpe. at least i've done something.
and.spending time chatting all day made me an unthinkable person. so, stop that one.

>>2010 resolution. stop procrastinating. :)

weh. my 2009 ended up me being a loser! dammit.
i hafta change that!

random

don't make promise when you are in joy.
don't reply when you are sad.
don't take decision when you are angry.

make sense kan?

we make them cry who care for us.
we cry for those who never care for us.
and we care for those who will never cry for us.

strange but true..

choose one.

some people live for fantasy
some people live for dream job
some people live for money
some people dream for ambition
some people live for the sake of living

so, choose one, what do you live for?

sometimes..
we can dream..
dream to have
great cars, big house, good cash..
never wanting to think of anything,
just live life happily.

but is never a dream come true.
and sometimes i don't know.
what do i live for..
money?
dream job?
ambition?
love?

what?!
pokoknya, i have nothing in mind that stood me still.
it keep changes.
and what i know,
i never want to live like how i am right now.
i want whats in my fantasy.
but its just a fantasy kan? hurm..

a job? dah ada
money? never enough
fantasies? selalu buat, and never come true
lover? i don't know if its true
friends? come and go
dreams? a lot. and people say its not realistic

so, what now?
what do you live for?

happy new year!!!

lets start this year with great things on earth.

resolution:

1. 55 kg.
2. think more about myself, and not others.
3. meet all of my friends including primary, secondary.
4. start something that will benefit myself eg: sewing, riding, diving, studies..
5. get a place called home
6. makesure my room is always tidy
7. eat good + healthy foods only
8. stop procrastinating
9. be more disciplined
10. plan better for future..