the event

made me stressed out.
i don't know if its a sign of hating or menyampah or what.
but i really hate it.
and i don't know if i'm hating the situation or the person.

case 1:
me : XX 1, jom tengok wayang. let's watch comedy romantic jom?
XX 1 : alaa.. taknak laa.. i nak tengok dengan my boyfriend.. lagipun i have no time, need to spend my times with him.

*ok fine. this is sh*t.

case 2:
me : XX 2, jom tengok movie kat gardens. i heard it's special. and ada special treatment. tak pernah pegi sana..
XX 2 : taknakla..i pegi sana with my bf je. lagipun i dah pegi dah.

*hmh. bf is much much more important than a friend. wei. kalau kau breakup, jangan cari aku!

case 3:
me : XX 3, jom dinner sama malam ni. lama tak dinner with you. dah lama tak makan best with you.
XX 3 : oh, tak boleh la. malam i nak dinner with my bf. lagipun i dah jarang klua malam kalau bukan dengan my bf. and i pun kena balik awal.

*okay fine. no one would bother to spend their time with me.

case 4 :
me : XX 4, jom lepak harini.we have breakfast then we go shopping jom?
XX 4 : umm.. harini tak boleh. i breakfast with my bf. nanti pun nak lunch dengan dia. then dia ada meeting. time dia meeting boleh la kejap, tapi after meeting i nak jumpa dia lagi.

*wtf!

so, kesimpulannya;
AM I A LOSER WHO DOESN'T DESERVE YOUR TIME?!?!?!