HE says no!

i'm so into photography at the moment. well, actually since long time ago. but i'm not gifted with it. not gifted with the talent to take nice shots, to capture beautiful moments and etc... and what i can do is just watch... see... feel what others do. what others were gifted with.. what they want to share about.. what ever ever they capture. ohh.. sedihnya...

i can't really edit photos.. what ever i'm posting are normally raw.. and rarely edited. why?! i want that talent. i want that gift. that'll be one of the greatest gift if i were to get it :) well, it's okay. HE might have something better for me which i don't realize.. maybe soon i'll realize... ahha. i want the artistic talent. and i'm proudly confessing that i have no artistic talent but i'm deeply in love with it.. well.. not all kind of art. but some kinds of arts.

i'm posting it today because i've been looking through flickr and photography blogs... they were awesome! uhh.. i'm sooo jealous. there's one on flickr. he/she took most of the photos with only a Canon Digital IXUS 850 IS!!! and the photos were superb! their composition were just excellent! huh. why why why can't i do that? i've been trying. but it seems not to stick. uhh.